Gold Toilet Paper prop, designed by Jean-Louis von Dardel. Photo by Alexander Crispin.
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Taking a leap of faith & going to Texas to meet a friend. One more week left here in Vegas. I feel like nothing is keeping me in chicago. I do love the city but I’m bored. Right now im on month to month at my condo & having trouble finding a reliable roommate.
Turning 23 end of august. No set plans yet… But it always comes together.
If I could feel the way I did in costa rica I’d be at peace. Seems like an escape. I plan on spending all of December near Nosara!
My life has become a non stop work party crash mode. No one to tell me what’s right or wrong, no boyfriend to check in with, & no urgent responsibilities to tend to. I miss my own place but I’m jetting out as much as possible. Finding love wherever it pops up.
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I admit I was a victim of a player. He ran his game & totally captured me. That was so 2 months ago though. That’s karma for me! Anyway… I ran into him last night & didn’t give him the satisfaction of being happy to see him. I just feel bad for his poor girlfriend. I’m so strange, she contacts me and I resort to counseling her & attempting to be as honest as possible. Girls like that are trapped & I shouldn’t be sympathetic but I am. He should feel salty for losing a girl like me! I though have self respect & I choose not to be a victim of a mooching scrub ass hopeless romantic. What a piece of shit liar. Good game, you won but look at me bitch, I stay #winning (haha) no more kid shit in my life.
Goldie
Vegas!
2nd night in town…. 1st night work at spearmint rhino tonight :) feels sooo good to be back. oh yea! I hope it’s lucrative. I spent 700 already on cab fare, grocery shopping, personal stuff, & renewing my business license. Who knew the late fee is 50% of normal fee. Yuck.
I’m at jillys house in summerlin & next week I’m staying with Samantha. My trip is 20 days total so I need to start my hustle! Stat! Bia is nice enough to let me use her car since she’s not in town! Whew… The rental car fee for under 25 is basically a ‘rape me’ tax.
Been eating croissants & yummy ceviche. Was at the pool earlier & got some rad swim panty tan (so foul) … Maybe it’ll fade with time. I’m determined to come back perfectly bronzed. Need to go to the other house w private pool so I could lay out in a g string! Funny stories to come as I party on :)
Goldie